this story is
simple but lovable，
特别是酒店里床上坐着拥吻时突然陈奕迅推开女主那一下，最后男主女主什么都没做，只是说：
I just don't make us too complicated，
在现实和欲望面前，爱情，变复杂很简单，保持纯粹很难，
I just don't share you with anyone，so I push you away when you come close to me，that doesn't mean I don't want you，only show that I love you more than my need。。
只有来自心灵的纯爱才可以抗拒来自身体的本能，
sometimes love is a sacrifice，giving up to try，cause you are not mine，don't want you are not my “you” in my heart❤️
所以编剧安排拥吻情节已经落得下乘，
最上乘的畸爱是
no hand in hand，
no mouth in mouth，
just soul in soul
in my whole
life
no matter how
you are my soulmate
forever
in my whole life
所以上乘的情节是，
进入房间，慌张无措，胡言乱语，突然离开
可惜曲高和寡，
这样的情节，
世上懂得人不多
能做到的人更少
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有感而发
谨以此文纪念一位之前见过面却可能此生再也不见面的朋友
keep you in my thoughts every minute everyday again since we met，
we miss each other many years ago and i miss you one more tome。
无的放矢
cause i will never tell you this，
so you will never know i miss you so much。
lost myself before i lost you。。。。
i don''t know what to say when i am with you，
i don't know shom to say when i am not with you。
maybe it is my destiny no chance to be with you。
any of you。。。
-------to myself----
啊，太悲剧了，
why not？？！！
why ？？
you tell me！！
no more time！！！
just focus on present，
no past no future
no more no less
just you and me
just do it
don't think too much
哎，依然有我有你有他有众生啊，
修行境界还是不行，
什么时候才可以心无所住呢？
心中有你怎么可能心无所住呢》？
矛盾啊，痛苦啊，天人交战，惨无人道，
心无所住而生其心，
心有你住而生爱心，
算了，
与其出家，
不如你家。
心无所住不如心有你住，看破红尘不如共你红尘，
红尘中有你，红尘中有我，红尘有幸福，
即使我们的幸福，
彼此无关
愿你幸福，
即使无我
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有时候
拒绝
或者离开
是因为
太在乎
或者
开始在乎
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爱一个人的感觉
也许就是
可以睡你的时候
站起离开
只有来自心灵的纯爱才可以抗拒来自身体的本能，
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越天真，越快乐，
i am still young
maybe i am ready to fall in love again
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