She drowns in her emotions,
she's always been like that.
Dad left,and she and mum just clung to each other,
dragged each other down.
I refuse to live my life as a victim.
Mum died because of weakness,
she died because she coundn't handle life,as it is.
She stopped going to work.
She woundn't eat.
She coundn't...
She coundn't pay the bills She coundn't go and buy cigarettes.
So you had to go and do that
You had to go out and buy cigarettes
and milk for the money that you got from social services
because you mother was no longer a mother
because your family was no longer a family
She failed.
drowning herself in the bath, putting her head in the oven... sleeping pills
You know what? When she actually succeeded, that was a relief
Yes.
That's how it was when mum died
A relief
生活就是这样子的，You have to move on.
想到小时候自己的家庭，我和我妈，实在是感慨万千。
好困了，不知道以后有机会会不会把经历补充完。zzz
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