十三个原因 第四季

比第三季好很多。虽然但是，我还是很喜欢Winston，颜太对我了...

Everyone is so fucking broken!! Especially Clay, being so overwhelmed, and what the fuck, his the one causing troubles and drawing attentions all the time, and being afraid at himself at the same freaking time?? And Justin too, broken from the beginning...

Why the fuck Justin had to die?? He is finally getting better, having a better life, and it all just goes away, like that? Like he freakin didn't deserve it, what the fuck??

Is everyone in .... so freaking open? Or it's just drama? I mean, they get into a relationship so quickly, come and go so easily all the damn time, well, sorry I don't know any shit about relationships.

But for Winston, like why Monty?? His not even being kind to him, is it because he saw something different inside Monty that no one ever does, not even himself? And what the fuck man, he just dropped everything off, because he loved the two guys, and he don't want to hurt Alex?? But, think of it again, yeah, what else can he do when he knew the truth? It would be so easy if the ONE is Jessica, but it's not...

And wow, these high school kids are so fucking crazy, shouting and arguing at the principals, starting a riot with the officers, fooling the adults and the cops (which they actually don't) like really, wow man.

Speaking of cops, wow again, that they actually figured it out and decided to covered it up too. Is it lucky that Winston didn't make a move to the cops? Cuz clearly the cops know, and they ACTUALLY closed the case. I really don't know what to say about this, whether their actions are right or wrong. I mean they are covering up for the kids, so Alex can stay 'innocent', have a normal live, or so they think. But how about Monty, let the dead bury the dead and have the titles on because he's dead? Well, how selfish people are, but, what to do?

And this fucking drama really influence my language, I mean, will this app even censor the words??? Fuck I don't know, and I don't care. It's 9am and I didn't sleep at all this whole fucking night.

Anyways, their speeches are really inspiring, for me. Feels like it takes a lot of experiences, damages, hurts, and to go through a lot shit, to actually understand, and say all those words out. Truly, admire. I just hope one day, I'm able to do a speech like them, I didn't mean that kind of 'dark' shit, but to talk like them, confidently and bravely in front of the audiences, I truly hope it, one day.