I was sitting in front of a small TV screen in our library,in my period ,easy to upset and depressed ,and it's cold and uncomfortable there...but for nearly 3hours I was immersed in the film and I felt I was isolated into a mental world,is it as a dream?NO,for me it's like a cruel reality,that everything happend yesterday comes again stand in front of me,but I cannot do nothing just look at them helplessly and hopelessly .Am i turning into a flying fish although my dreams always disappear in the morning?